After my last post about being fed up I've 'had a word' and got back on SW 100%.

Had a lovely day today cooking with Wendy, we managed 4 recipies in all and shared the proceeds!!

For some reason, and I think I may know a small part of it.....I am extremely happy at the moment.  

I belong to a forum for BC 'sufferers' and sometimes it's just so upsetting to join in on there...I belong to the secondaries forum and we have a couple of very poorly women who aren't doing very well at the moment..

To be honest I've not been on there much at all and when I have I've skipped through the posts...

I know what's going to happen to me eventually (if the proverbially bus doesn't get me first) and I really don't need to live through someone else's suffering in a way that I may well suffer...

The forum is fantastic for info on treatment and trails available but sometimes a bit miserable for everyday mutterings...I shall leave it for a while as I love this lifted mood I'm in...

Obviously it's not just that that's making me smile...not sure what it is...but I'll have some more please...

Love Clare xx