Monday, 7 September 2009

Oh I'm so fed up with myself....

I really would like to lose 14lbs and am struggling big time with it.  I know what to do and how to do it it's just putting it in practice.

When you get told by 'medics' that you have a limited life expectancy, I know no one knows when the grim reaper will turn up but being told that in all probability you may not live another 5yrs the thought process changes and I then go on to think I should be able to enjoy what I like and not bother about watching what I eat....I do that and end up putting weight on.

I know the medication I take is renound for changing metabolism and I'm also being thrown in to the menopause un-naturally.
What can I do to get my head round this 'dieting' block that I've got?  I hate the thought of having more chemo, losing my hair again and ballooning like I did last time with the steroids.

I'm just so fed up think I'll eat some cake!!  You think I'm joking.....Jon has just cut me a slice of Porter Cake...yummmm.....

I will get this 14lbs off and by Christmas.....hopefully Christmas 2009, if not maybe 2010.....

Love Clare xx

2 comments:

  1. You can do it, we've both lost weight, you look fab! Fill up on all the 'free' food, eat loads of it & DO NOT buy crisps, choc etc. Have a treat but count it, find the least "synned" stuff you can have...with you all the way.

    W xxx

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  2. Clare.. I think you look fab as you are (very slim) but if that 14lb's will make you feel fantastic, then you should 'go for it'
    No diet advice from me, as alas you know how rubbish I am :-(

    Good luck x

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